| do this for me... |
[20 Sep 2005|05:10pm] |
let's just erase everything and start over.
okay?
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| camping |
[17 Jul 2005|12:50pm] |
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chipper |
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[]system of a down[]radio/video[] |
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we went camping. it was fun.
iggy's birthday was on wednesday... and he liked my surprise =)
there was "sleeping". and showers, and cold water, and sandy beaches, and fat mike in a bush.
it was the most fun i've had in a LONG time.
and i'm in love =)
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| it's for real |
[05 Jul 2005|11:42am] |
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[baz luhrmann] [everybody's free] |
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HE LOVES ME!
HE LOVES ME!
HE LOVES ME!
he told me he loved me on the fourth of july. the fourth of july is the best holiday ever.
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| IT NEVER GETS OLD |
[30 Jun 2005|12:43pm] |
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[smashing pumpkins] [1979] |
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this is how my days are spent...
wake up. eat. play on the computer. iggy calls. talk for ten minutes. he goes back to class. i shower and whatnot. iggy calls at around 1:20. he comes over here, or i go over there. we make out a whole bunch. usually we eat. most of the time i smoke. fumei shows up eventually. then i smoke more. i reflect on the fact that i need money so i can buy pot. making out. eating. smoking/drinking. i come home. iggy calls. eventually i sleep. then it starts all over again.
what an exciting life i lead.
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| just another fucking monday. |
[06 Jun 2005|03:54pm] |
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[the runns] |
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mondays blow usually. i have a dance recital tonight. i have one tommorrow night too. i had one last night. this sucks so much ass. im sore, and i have a hickey on my right boob. it won't go away. iggy doesn't even have any hickies. i don't even remember getting this one. HOLY SHIT! friday night i was hella wasted. but only becuz i took pain killers during the day.
i love you.
"go on just say it, you need me like a bad habit, one that leaves you defenseless, dependent, and alone. i hold my tongue use it to assess, the damage from way back when it mattered. but nothing seems important anymore, we're just protecting ourselves from our self, and i don't think i'll ever come back down. are you ashamed to say what you want to tell me you want to?"
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| i found i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind. |
[07 Apr 2005|04:58pm] |
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[the used][in your eyes] |
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prom is on saturday and i'm pretty excited.
but then i'm not.
mostly cuz i'm scared.
i'm scared cuz ricardo is going.
and if he goes and we dance,
BAD THINGS HAPPEN.
i'm more afraid that i'm going to make a HUGE mistake.
i'm in love so it shouldn't be this hard.
but what if love is just supposed to suck?
"in your eyes i lost my place could stay awhile and im melting in your eyes.."
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| haha |
[15 Feb 2005|03:35pm] |
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[dresden dolls] [coin operated boy] |
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i think it's funny how i never update anymore.
i'm still with kyle. almost three months now, yay for me.
he is still good in bed.
i get to meet his little sister on saturday and that sounds like fun.
then i get to spend all of sunday with him.....at his house....alone.
wish me luck!
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| sorry ladies! |
[19 Aug 2004|11:08pm] |
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my journal is now friends only!(sorry), but if you comment i'll add you!
*my mom has become too nosy for her own good*
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